Im a Dis Loyal blogger.

Ok. So ive really really wanted to write a post for a REALLY REALLY long time, but something all ways comes up, my computer gets wrecked, i twist my arm, people come home .. etc
I started writing a post on Word the other day and after i finished it and tried to copy-paste it here guess what? Opps i did it again! . It didnt copy-paste!! T__T

Anyway things are getting better, im finally getting used to the school routine, yes finally, i cant believe i took so long, it took me like what, i dont know 1 and half year! but i guess it was all my fault. I should have made an effort and let go of things that i could never get back.
Im loosing in touch with all my old friends, alot of them, all at once. Alot of people that i really expected to stick around just never did. But on the bright side ive gotten really close to the ones that actually have stuck around. I guess why it doesnt bother me so much.

I got a pet cat somewhere like 2 weeks before Eid, I got to keep her or him (we never really figured it out since she/he was a stray cat) Anyway that cat was like my life! i have like a dozen pictures of her/him. But then it was just too good to be true. My uncle took her/him away. He said "IT" was being a trouble and scaring all the little kidss away. Seriously i love those kids and all but REALLY they can go shut without watching Grudge 2 but freak out when they see an animal! How great!

Exams are about to start in a few days, im not really worried about it cause i know ill do fine..
I seriously have to stop dissapearing so much. I really am a Dis-loyal blogger. T__T

My computer ist stubbron stupid moody. Like me. Ugh.
Schools are closed till Monday. I actually miss it.
I was going through my old report cards and i noticed how many tecahers commented on my "maturity for one so young". I was much more smarter, neater, mature-er, more responsible then i am now.
*cries*

Big Stupid Post.

Okie. So i had starting writing a post like 4 days ago on Word and yesterday when i finally

finished writing it guess what happened. It wouldnt copy-paste. Well it would copy but paste?

Not so much. Yeah. So that kinda got me furious and i went all

WTH IS WRONG WIS EVERYTHING?! But like im over it now.

The past few days have been strange? a little busy very tiring but strange.

Let me explain to you what has been happening in my life.

The internet had started working pathectically. Ptcl was very annoying. No real people we're

calling us just em recorded msgs. Got the net fixed three days ago. I broke the scrolling thingy

thats in the middle of my cell phone. Was a little sad about it but nothing lasts for forever so its

OK. Want an iPhone now. Had school elections. The guy i had voted for lost by 3 votes. Sad. Our

physics sir says that MashaAllah se only half of our class will pass this year. He says he'll be very

happy if 60% of our class would drop the course. Its very hard to stay in his class without being

punished or yelled at or actually understanding something. I left his class and came back and he

didnt even notice that i was missing. I wanted to get back to painting a few days ago but when i

found all my stuff they were all old faded and dusty or broken. School is going great, loads of

laughs and hardwork. Just like old times. So far ive only skipped school twice so my parents say

they are proud of me >.>.

Math is like my favourite subject now, God how times have changed. I actually feel like getting

up and going to school these days and i dont pray for it to get burned or something like that

anymore. G wants me to be a doctor. To which i replied "You can force me into Science but if

you're expecting me to be a doctor? well, not gonna happen." . So i admit i was a bit harsh but i

just dont want G and my parents to have such high expectations. I dont have the brains to be a

doctor. And yeah i have changed alot this past year and i may change my mind afterwards but i

like how things are going now. And i dont want to go back on anything.

Ramadan's passing by really quickly. Its already the third Ashra today just a few more days to

Eid. I cant wait. Its gonna be my first paisa walla Eid here, my cousins say you get hard core

cash! I just really stay away from money. Ive been spending too much these days.

Todays Friday so im hoping i get off from tutions o.O . I am tired.

It was good writing this all down. All over again that is. Well most of it anyway. >.>

Tata.

GAAH!

Every single bone in my body HURTS.
If this is what its like to be GOOD student then IT IS NOT CUT OUT FOR ME.
Carrying registers, covering and mantaining em and running round labs and class rooms ,listening to teachers, paying attention in class ,giving tests , doing HW and assignments, going to tutions, reading every single damn page of the chapter , understanding and revising it , drawing diagrams n going to school and being tidy UFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!
NO MORE. i cant handle it, its too much work TT_TT .
I've been trying to write a post for days but SOMETHING or the other piles up on my pile of burden and i have to save it as draft and i never get back to it. And i cannot believe taht Archie married Veronica! YUCK!. Well in a way he obviously didnt deserve Betty so its still fine. I wonder who betty will marry o.O

But lets go back to the topic.
I HATE THIS!!. Im changing my self back to my own self. Buss. I'll take the day off tomorrow and everything will be OK. =.=''


phew.

=.=

I hate doing something i dont want to do because that just makes me want to analyze or think about it again and again until it seems right to me. And when i do, i mostly end up lying to myself or i end up getting this big chunk of everthing rolling inside my head.

Dear Pakistan ..

Dear Pakistan,

My dear dear country. Today, you turn 62 while today im not even 16!

I am proud to be living in you're land and even though sometimes i get mad at you, i dont really mean the things i say.

Like all countries, you're facing certain problems right now.

I cant say that our people will solve them any time soon but some are trying. I hope and pray that you forever stay healhty and Aazad.

" Hai jazba junoon toh himmat na haar, Justojoo jo kare woh chuay assam, Mehnat apni hogi, pehjan kabhi naa bholo, sab ki nazaroo mein Pakistan, kabhi naa bhoolo. Pakistan hai Humhara"

Ever Yours,

Mav. <3

^_^

Bio teacher : Ok, now who can answer this question, cells are made up of 75% of ....?
Me: Pffft, Water.
Bio teacher: Anybody at all! C'mon!
Me: WATER.
Bio teacher: C'mon cells are made up of 75% of???
Me: WATER! I SAID WATER!
Bio teacher: Yes, Mav , do u know the answer? cells are made up of 75% of ..?
Me: Miranda.